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Catch as Catch Can

by Krtek

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1.
i got this feeling a nagging feeling that the spirits will fly high tonight in a way that a younger me would probably not approve of but it's too late to worry about a car crash once the bus has left the station to be so bold to open my hold on all controls is all of this just a selfish gamble? going through motions so well that it looks like it's coreographed like a martial arts movie we are all over the place like confetti now my edge is dull just want to feel numb dive in and forget tomorrow's for regrets sure it's all empty sure it's just the same as all the songs to which i can't relate but maybe that's ok
2.
been shedding my winter skin with all the sadness it held within my head is filled with melting snow and thoughts of letting go and letting myself grow into the summer machine mix the sun's rays with this newfound optimism make a sculpture the first one i've ever been happy with so i guess it's safe to say that the seasons have changed been shedding my winter skin the long dark days were wearing me thin in my chest this engine is refueled and has a new beat now i'll try my best to be the summer machine now i will make this positivity corporeal so hold my hand and smile and scream we are the dream but sometimes the only way of looking forward is to thrw your eyes as far as you can and hope it's a nice place where they land
3.
days of high adventure days of barely getting by pulp life and weird fiction days are truly flying by days of high adventure sleeping under the red sky can you answer the question of what is truly best in life? inside four walls just me and an old paperback inside four walls realizing i need it catch as catch can you need it catch as catch can days of high temperatures days spent holed up inside watching old pro wrestling all night long a dog eared copy of orc stain why even try, it's all in vain you know what they say about death beds and the things you didn't do in my mind i'm already there with a list as long as my arm yet i do nothing catch as catch can
4.
Look Beyond 03:59
a small boy's eyes are fixed on the moon the future finds those same eyes more jaded but stolla aching for wonders to gaze upon look beyond your home town over the houses and walls don't let them bring you down drown their voices under the sound tired eyes look through the bus window look not behind searching for somewhere new to belong a place you can name after a song their silver tongues are sharp as knives but i'm a small town boy so i know what it's like their twisted spirit is rising above you but i'm a small town boy so i know it just ain't true seen through these eyes the skies are far less gray when i'm far away and those people nothing more than cameos in my bad dreams been looking for an exit for years
5.
The Drifter 02:53
desert drifting alone just my thoughts my horse and i where did the good times go oh lord can you take me back in time? "bring back the guitars and someone to play them because i've been waiting to feel oh so young again" dehydrated i wonder how am i so old this young? here in the desert all i have is my rotten nostalgia bring back the guitars and someone to play them because i've been waiting to feel like i belong again i'm so lost in these times i've been left behind what i can't understand just scares me oh what i don't understand it must be bad drifting in nowhere is this what you wanted? drifting in your past is this what you wanted instead of moving forward you'd drag us all behind the curve instead of a rewind the desert is all you deserve the desert is all you deserve i couldn't handle everything changing around me i had to leave and search the wasteland for answers and now we're ready for those city lights my horse and i
6.
Neon Mexico 03:00
i was feeling lost them bright lights they did lure me in it smelled of fulfillment and i rode in proud had to leave empty and ashamed 40 days lost in the desert 40 more inside the walls i see weird dreams in which i feel no pity i'm as sick as this city i left my heart and my soul inside my horse of course i forgot my horse in neon mexico everything was drenched in hues of ultraviolent pinks and greens weird rhytms tried to rob me of my soul and i'm pretty sure that they succeeded desert heat and boulevards filled with suns and filled with stars i felt that here i'd be going far but i only went back to the bottom c'mon, saddle up lets go to neon mexico
7.
Antikythera 02:42
my feet feel light priviliged to walk on these streets the early summer riverside begging me to throw my worries in a million different languages satellites projecting dreams found myself in a labyrinth that i want to get lost in you swore never to fall in love with a place they're all the same you'll see they're all the same you'll feel it soon what's the hurry now that you're by my side? and these buildings are the sight in front of our eyes what's the hurry now that you're by my side? i feel like i have arrived took me a while to end up here but even standing still it feels like im moving forward a place to overromanticize and to not be completely disappointed by
8.
Occult Love 03:33
seeking guidance the old way what do the thrown bones say? i'm lost so can you help me find my ariadne? whispers in the fire the object of my desire something drawn in the flames could it be her face? these days have grown too long travelling through them alone the mornings way too cold my soul's begging to be sold i look to you and your crystal shards your decks of cards your skulls and charts can they tell me who is it that i'm looking for? my throat's sore from chanting for someone enchanting hopefully rises from inside the circle the sigil's glowing anticipation growing let this have been worth it this unending worship read your cards read my palms read the stars who am i looking for? in dusty old tomes i'm searching for occult love occult love wearing dark robes i'm searching for occult love occult love suddenly the room gets cold weird light from under the door the sound of footsteps i get up to open it and
9.
Washington 03:13
i've spent this day lying in bed and trying on old clothes in the mirror i see something vague behind me i blow cigarette smoke my grandmothers menthols to catch the forms of the things floating around me they reveal and present themselves to be my past mistakes and loves and hates and doubts and fears but i guess i'll just call them ghosts can you push the past behind you? as easily as the photos you deleted former lives returning in your head as surely as the songs you'd rather forget the ghosts they approach me and ask me to sing with them i hesitate but accept the offer and so we sing the songs they used to sing in washington the songs i used to sing along to when i was young no more ghosts to put the blame on time to try to understand and move on understand but not forget because i've never been one to deny myself regret
10.
face to face shitfaced wide open mind and arms embrace each other i wish i knew just what you were going through all of these years i was too dumb to be aware of blinded by my stupid ego here i am bare trying to show how much i care stuck in the middle of this sad street on our way straight to the dead end where it all began and will end lost boys stumbling through words how we built this thing together how it is still our fuel i know this does not make sense nothing does at the dead end a jigsaw puzzle with broken pieces coherence seekers keep on seeking with mile thick walls or not this is all we've got searching for our dead end until we fall in the beginning there was a need to express our interests and ideas as loud as possible our abilites to do so were a secondary concern there was the usual attitude that comes with youth that all the others they just don't understand but i think they understood that one part of the whole just wasn't quite up to par and with time passing that gap just grew bigger and with that came thoughts of the cost of being the weak link and whether carrying that title was worth it or just an act of selfishness acting as a sort of a virus in an otherwise healthy organism that just might have to lose a limb to survive but the need is still there and the need needs to be fed and it takes us all to hold the fork and knife and cut in to the bone and tear the flesh and force it down their throats

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released December 5, 2018

All arrangements by Krtek
Vocals and lyrics: Sami Aartti
Guitar and Bass: Lauri Palonen
Guitar, Bass and Keyboards: Kosti Uusi-Kartano
Drums and Percussion: Markus Snellman

Additional vocals by Mia Skön on "Antikythera" and "Occult Love" and Matias Ylikangas on "The Drifter"

Instruments recorded by Vesa Sillvan at West Studio, Rauma 2014-2016

Vocals produced by Mia Skön and recorded by Kosti Uusi-Kartano at Miau Box Studio, Rauma 2016-2018. Except vocals on "Summer Machine" produced by Krtek and recorded by Vesa Sillvan at West Studio, Rauma 2014.

Mixed and mastered by Vesa Sillvan

Cover art by Sami Aartti
Cover layout and design by Noora Lindén

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